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The Ascension Paradox by doctorcain, literature

Dream Sequence by doctorcain, literature

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Dream Sequence

We held hands while we dreamed Of worlds unseen But for in each others minds eye A field of stars, a sea of clouds One for each A vale for her and for I Deeper we drifted into the forest Not bothered By space, nor by time For here upon the mindscape The ephemeral plane We coalesced, became intertwined An astral unison, a metaphysical bind Serendipity We stood eye to eye We hold hands in our dreams now Walk together, forever For your dreams, your dreams are mine

Ghosts by doctorcain, literature

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Ghosts

The ghosts in my dreams just told me to breathe That everything would not be okay They told me all that lives has to die They told me told me and they showed me the way Through ethereal mist and over the hills of time The ghosts they showed me the path The air here was cold and the vista, a void Forthwith into grey nothing I was cast Light became dark, life became death And everything all became one Returned to the source, the origin of all The beginning of the end had begun The ghosts, they returned to counsel me once more On matters of the path and my fall Now I struggled to breathe, suddenly it seemed My fate had been sealed

Soular System by doctorcain, literature

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Soular System

The earth, the sky The wind, the sun Together, forever as one A glint, a glimmer The spark of a life Our song is about to be sung The fire he burns with the passion of life A searing inferno of love, hate and lust Then the rain she comes, glass droplets decend Soothing the scorched earth with her touch The sky holds our dreams, sailing high above Gliding majestic through the path of all time The wind dances, whisps to and fro The conductor of a symphony most sublime The earth is the blood, the body, the bones What we take from her, we only borrow For while the elements sing their chorus eternal Our bodies are but dust by the

each day, every way by doctorcain, literature

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each day, every way

each day my love grows more and more each day new reason to revere and adore every time we meet im happier still every time we lie, the more tranquill each day i spend thinking of you each day further pledge myself unto every time my eye catches yours every time feel life stop and universe pause with each day that passes my being blossoms as i feel yours does together as lovers with each day that passes we grow closer together our roots entwine a bond for all weather so come wind, come hail come rain, come shine come life, we are one and our love is devine

one life - one way by doctorcain, literature

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one life - one way

if you killed me now at least ive loved written my thoughts stared up above quietly contemplated the earth our will - our purpose my life - my birth if you killed me now at least ive had a life of which i could say im glad while far from perfect my mistakes were many but turned to lessons worth every penny if you killed me now while much i would regret my greater deeds i hope would offset my lesser feats in this world absurd the tumult of the universe delivering all deserved if you killed me now and stood at my wake id beg you not to mourn but to celebrate for while i lived for each moment - each day i could

my love by doctorcain, literature

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my love

Love is being on other sides of the world, yet closer than ever before. Love is never being alone, even when you're by yourself. Love is the dizzying swoon and ravenous rapture; It is the lightest most delicate caress as it is the deepest, most passionate kiss. Love is the absolute desire for another person; For their thoughts, their presence and their ethereal and physical being. Love is missing your lovers laugh, their smell and their touch. Love is a stuffed turtle gift. Love is understanding, acceptance, forgiveness and unity; Love is strength. Love is metaphysical symbiosis. Love may seem finite but is itself everlasting

eternity and destiny by doctorcain, literature

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eternity and destiny

with no time... ive nothing to bide only love... truly makes you blind i carry pictures... of you and its time... to tell - the truth my eyes... fill with tears when i dream... of you near as i hold you so close... my heart and mind devote... this is all - just - as - it should be... as i love you... tonight this is why... they made life fade awayyy... into eternity you are all i need... to breathe fade away... fade away... into eternity you are all i need... to breathe with you in my arms there is no such thing as harm just the sun... the sky - the sea with my love in my gaze, there is no other way th

without you i'm nothing by doctorcain, literature

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without you i'm nothing

And even though ive grown The pain i feel - it doesnt seem to fade I just feel hollow The one i love - is a thousand miles away But what she doesnt know Is that without her - i cannot pass the day My mind sways too and fro Loving her one minute, and then hating me in the same You are one with me now The emptyness - i no longer crave Your touch - your scent - your smile Fills my senses, pulls my soul back from the grave Without you - i wither Without you - i wane Without my love - im nothing She completes me - in each and every way A world apart... Is not a world at all... Take me back to the start... Hold my hand and be my

the spectator by doctorcain, literature

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the spectator

floating, drifting as time marches by waiting, watching the clouds in their sky disconnected, alone but time doesnt care dawn, dusk im almost not there fading, waning dust in the wind watching, waiting for life to begin smile, laugh then crumble to tears depleted, tainted by each of my years staring, wondering what happens next solemn, spectating what more to expect? indifferent, stoic to the chaos that surrounds contemplate, consider as anomalies abound

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The Ascension Paradox by doctorcain, literature

Dream Sequence by doctorcain, literature

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Dream Sequence

Ghosts by doctorcain, literature

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Ghosts

Soular System by doctorcain, literature

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Soular System

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Love from Beyond by Ferelwing, literature

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Love from Beyond

I stand here waiting as I do A mist in the winds care My eyes searching for only you But our time has begun to wear The pain in my heart was already there You've opted for something new I've noticed yet another tear I stand here waiting as I do But your heart was ever true There's nothing more left to share For I am no longer a part of you A mist in the winds care The heart always longs to dare But not the breath of life I drew I was always dreaming of where My eyes searching only for you I know what we've been through But I can't seem not to stare A wispy apparition so true But our time has begun to wear My love for you I

Poets and the Why by EchoBox, literature

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Poets and the Why

Under the radar of the philosophers and historians And the scientists runnin' 88's in their Delorians Arose the soldiers of prose armed with ballpoints Who set up camp in the coffe shops and cheap joints Attacking the invisible demons with words and rhymes Putting thoughts on loose leaf to stabalize the mind They fought nothing and they won on their beliefes Gave function to the form with hearts worn on sleaves Marching to the rythm of the voices in our heads Like the walking dead, stalking for brains and rye bread But instead we found purpose in the lines that we scribble Because the words we bleed feed the others, if just a littl

Save the Bride by behindlockeddoors, literature

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Save the Bride

Drops of blood and tears Flow from the girl No one can see her She means nothing Or so she believes With pain unbearable She ties the rope Closer and closer to her throat Suddenly a phone rings On the other end a voice sings "Why won't you answer I'm at your door" "I'll be right there" She mumbles as she slits the rope Rushing to clean up She opens the door There stands her boyfriend His jaw on the floor "What happened to you?" "Oh, nothing" she insists As she puts on her jacket And uncliches her fists. "Happy Birthday, baby" He whispers with a smile As he hands her a small blue box He drops to one knee "Will you mar

- In My Eyes - by ash-interrupted, literature

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- In My Eyes -

I tried to listen To the things you said But I couldn't stop the voices Inside my head I thought it would end If I could forget I tried to pretend And that I regret Because it's eating me alive It never ever goes away It's strangling me inside And suffocates me more each day It's driving me insane I can't take this anymore I hate myself, I'm a useless bitch, A filthy fucking whore I can't see anything but red I hate this place inside my head I'm fucking crazy just like they said I'd kill myself, but I'm already dead 'Cause I ignored it for too long And I believed in my own lies Now it's too late, my soul is gone You can

-agateophobia- by fangedfem, literature

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-agateophobia-

Long svelte tongues dripping with words that form ivy like tendrils, which creep and meander into my brain like some dime store thief. Watching the world with heavy lidded eyes like a slow motion train wreck, a carnivorous cartoon that seems amusing to my lithium laced soul. Suspending time with my breath held in anticipation of a promise, a finer more savory taste in the next round of this dual personality realism. Renewing the lease on my facade with nails that render all hope sub par, no one tries the inner door- no entrance needed- dead end front depth will suffice. Preponderant majority rules, so step aside let the wolves run the

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Ghosts by doctorcain, literature

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About doctorcain

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Australia
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: melbourne, Australia
Favourite genre of music: electronica / metal
MP3 player of choice: winamp classic / ipod
Wallpaper of choice: minimalistic...
Skin of choice: extra crispy
Personal Quote: "Its better to live as king of beasts, than as a lamb scared and weak"

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devin townsend

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drink the drink

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chemical imbalance / notepad / blossoming psychosis

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poetry / music / digital design / universal alignment

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doctorcain

Feb 2, 2010

Let The Spirit Out

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The words let the feelings out, the spirit and the soul talk instead of just feel. Purge. Release. Relieve. Reveal. The words let you audit the madness  process the mayhem and confusion and joy and dispair. They let you hear the music through the noise. Even as a write I feel the pressure lessen. The tide of the mind subside. Let the words flow. Let them sing and dance and shout and scream. Let the words be the voice of that which is voiceless. Let it out. Let go.

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doctorcain

Oct 17, 2006

who-who-who, whoseback?

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Welcome back babe...! *does 19 sucessive backflips in joy and then passes out* :D To the rest of you; nothing to see here, hehe.

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doctorcain

Aug 10, 2006

and now, death

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As anticipated life has "corrected" its positive upswing in a most defined and prominent manner; death. My uncle died sometime monday in his bed. He was found by his brother who he was living with at time. Naturally the family is distraught by this and still coming to terms with what has acutally happened. It has been decided he will be buried Tuesday, im told, in a graveyard of his choosing. Given that this is the first death in family that i have been old enough to fully comprehend im finding myself treating it more of an analytical excercise than anything else; grounds to properly assess and reinterpret existence and my place within my o